Feeling Down

Today.
At work.
I'm feeling down, and I don't have anyone to pick me up. Dono how to pick myself up either.

At home, I always have someone to pick me up, which usually involves picking him "up" too..ngehehe..

Well, I do get a little down sometimes. A little depressed sometimes. Don't we all do?
Sometimes it's just because I didn't get what I expected to get, I couldn't achieve my goal, sometimes it's work stuff, sometimes it's stuff at home, sometimes, I just depressed with all the little depressing things around me.

Normally, when I'm depressed or upset, I tend to spring-clean my house. I would rearrange the furniture, doing lots of heavy lifting; the sofa, the bed, the chest-drawer,all by myself. And normally, I do it in odd hours ( : tetengah malam buta ye u ols). So, even laki aku pun tak perasan, tetiba bangun pagi, itu rumah sudah lainlah, itu dinding sudah cat kaler lainlah, itu katil from viewing the window, skarang dah dekat dengan windowlah, (not the katil he slept on of course). Gila ko nak angkat itu worang..hahaha.. Biasanya katil guest room, or the one in the kid's play room lah.

But today, I found a new way of lifting myself up. I went to the mall, eat sushi on my own, drink coffee on my own, then walk around the mall for a while, until I came to this reflexology shop. Oh,before that, I saw a fish spa, where you have to pay RM 38 for 30 minutes just to feed the fish your filthy feet. I would only do it for freelah. The thought of the small fish biting my feet is not so exciting either.

So, I entered the reflexology shop, and asked for the 30 minutes session. ( RM 30 for half an hour, takpelah). And boy,it was a very relaxing and delightful experience. Ok, maybe a little ticklish lah. But the thing is, the session really did wonders to my mood. I feel happy, I feel content,I feel lighter (not my weightlah, that one light olredi, but my head).

Wahh...unbelievable lah. The moment I stepped in, I still feel depressed, to the extend that I refused to talk to the masseur, but towards the end, my mood changed, I chat with her, asking if she had her lunch yet, and the usual stupid things I would normally say. And by the moment I stepped out, I'm back to my normal self. Wahhhh, sungguh menjollykan diri ini..

Kena pergi lagilah kalau depressed gini....Huhuhu...